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your the best of all time.. your all i want in life.

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 06:37:49 GMT

jobschedule_ [^updated]
~~0103:/ 10am-6pm [training]~~
~~0104:/ 10am-3pm [training]~~
0105:/ 2pm-7pm
0106:/ 11am-7pm
0107:/ 12pm-8pm
total: 21 hours
0108:/ 12pm-6pm
0109:/ off
0110:/ off
0111:/ 9am-7pm
0112:/ 12pm-6pm
0113:/ 9am-5pm
0114:/ 1pm-8pm
total: 37 hours

^happy birthday _baby..
[01/05]
your the best of all time..
your all i want in life..
every little thing just blow my mind..
you ain't got it.. i don't need it..
your the best of all time..
so good to me make me wanna cry..
your all i want in life..
your the best of all time..
♥ ♥ ♥

i can't eat, sleep, think.. breath without you.

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 05:53:07 GMT

i had to keep myself occupied today since the boyfriend was suppose to go to class, but ended up not and he went to go get his hair did..

i went to salida, co today.. its a small town about 30mins away from where i live and thats were i work also. i went to walmart today and bought a 2 new labrets and earrings for work so i could hide them without them noticing them haha..

went home and took 2 new pictures today [seen below] they are dedicated to my baby of course.. i cleaned my room, rearranged my closest, worked out, and prepare myself for work tomorrow.. also waited for the boyfriend to come home and talked to him on the phone for like an hour and half.. and then his phone card died.. haha ghettoness..

im about to go to sleep soon because i gotta wake up hella early like at 6am to get ready for work because my training is all the way in canon city, co which is about an hour and half away from where i live.. and i start at 10am and won't get out until 6pm.. and wont be home until 7:30ish...

good news.. i have another job interview next monday [0109] for a dental assistant position.. lucky its my day off, but imma try to work 2 jobs and save up money.. so i hope i get the job because im working towards me and him.. so glad he's in my life.

♥he truely does make me happy..

i'm the one you chose out of all the people.. you wanted me the most.

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 06:56:23 GMT

here's the start of 2006.. but lemme think about '05 for a bit..

2005.. was a learning experience for me.. since the beginning of the year i was moving from san diego to colorado and it was a big change for me.. me leaving friends and the city life.. coming home to a small town that only has 3,000 as a population.. also experienced my grandma passing away in may.. that broke my heart. I still remmeber what she said to me the night before she has a heartattack.. "your special to me, all my grandkids are special to me, but you.. you always been the most creative one in the family.. i'm worried about you moving to san francisco, but i know you will do just fine.. just remember i love you.".. after she passed i went back to the bay in may.. i had everything in order, a job, a career [in modeling], a place, a car, and a loving boyfriend after 7 months.. trying to build a life for us.. but in the end.. i got fucked over and cheated on.. went into depression and lost everything.. and i mean everything.. even my wallet.. i had to live with a homie for a hot minute and discovered who were my true friends in the bay area.. i was so fucked up as a person i turned to drugs again and fucked with people emotions.. [to those i apologise.. i wasn't ready.. i was still scared from my last one and i just wanted to move on with my life..].. i wasn't doing well so i decided to go back to colorado so i could get my life back together and take care of my mother..

"one minute your up.. the next minute your down.." -janet jackson

thats how i describe my 2005 year.. it went down to up then to down again like a rollercoaster with learning experiences..

now its a new year.. with new expecations.. now im ready to face the world again.. a little more smarter and a little more determined. i have my goals and plans set out and imma work harder this time to succeed in what i believe in.

i am slowly building my life once again.. right now i have a job and a loving boyfriend to back me up and work towards to. i've been saving money towards me and him and building a life with him.. i have a feeling that he won't treat me like the others.. he's the one i've been waiting for..

"Running, running
As fast as we can
I really hope you make it
(Do you think we'll make it?)
We're running
Keep holding my hand
It's so we don't get separated"
-"RUNNING" by NO DOUBT

you may fall.. get up. you may cry.. be strong.

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 22:57:23 GMT

jobschedule_
0103:/ 10am-6pm [training]
0104:/ 10am-3pm [training]
0105:/ 2pm-7pm
0106:/ 9am-2pm
0107:/ 9am-2pm
total: 15 hours
0108:/ 12pm-6pm
0109:/ off
0110:/ off
0111:/ 9am-5pm
0112:/ 9am-5pm
0113:/ 9am-5pm
0114:/ 9am-5pm
total: 38 hours

newyeargoals&resolutions_
[ ] save money.
[ ] build a life.
[ ] get a 2nd job.
[ ] get a nicer body going on.
[ ] move outta colorado.
[ ] pay off credit cards.
[ ] buy new clothes.
[ ] get my 2nd degree. [changed majors to real estate]
[ ] get my cell working again.
[x] get my life back in order again..

i don't know why.. i can't keep my eyes off of you.

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 09:06:25 GMT

i love every little thing you do...
no one ever could compare to you.

-your something special in this life. you complete it all.

why do i see all the negative things in you..

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 07:57:55 GMT

i've always had a problem of holding people's past against them.. for once i'm trying to let go of everything because.. this is what holding me back and not learning from my own past..

"You can't soar into the future with your true love if you drag your past amours along."
- Unknown

"If I could erase the past, and make a future new, in one heartbeat I'd do it - I'd do it all for you."
- Fanny

"Time goes by, life goes on. Let the past be past and just start a new life."
- Rizwan Makani

"Don't rely on the past to create the future; rely on the future to erase the past."
- Unknown

"Living in the past causes you to miss out on the present. Life is too short to let it pass you by."
- Sar

i need to learn how to let go..
one day i will understand.. but for now you make me happy.

i've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far..

Wed, 01 Jun 2005 11:15:18 GMT

deng its been awhile since ive wrote in this thing.. well i finally moved to tghe bay and now im just waiting on moving into my new house with my roomate.. i can't wait..

i started my new job today as a model and as a office coordinator.. i was suppose to be starting my first photoshoot tomorrow or later on this week, but i dunno..

well ive noticed most of my friends been getting involved in relationship, while im still lagging.. not a bad thing but i do admit that sometimes it does get lonely at times.. i got asked out on a date for friday.. but iuno how thats gonna be i haven't really felt a connection like how i felt towards ross.. i mean i do admit i am over him, but he was the last guy i actually took the time to get to know and enjoyed our conversations.. even though he got back with his ex i am actually happy for him.. but thats how sometimes life goes and hope that one day i will be happy again.

but until then.. i just gotta concentrate on myself and hope that things fall into place in the end.

errtime the beat goes whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa..

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 16:32:56 GMT

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i hope u never leave my side -- u brighten up my life

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 06:26:15 GMT

finally this happiness ive been searching for has come to an end..
i found a guy who worthwhile of all my dreams and knows how to make me smile. he may not be perfect, but he's perfect to me. you can call me crazy and you call me typical.. i don't care because im finally happy with no doubt.

moving back to the bay on may 17th, 2005
see you soon bay heads

slow down.. i just wanna get to know you.

Tue, 05 Apr 2005 04:02:53 GMT

coming to san francisco from april 28th to may 3rd

san francisco here i come again =]
miss you norkal heads

i need a love that grows.. i don't want it unless i know..

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 16:06:10 GMT

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: [Leejae] Lehjai-Christopher LaFerriere
Birthday: June 14th, 1985
Birthplace: Honolu'u, Hawai'i
Current Location: Buena Vista, Colorado soon San Francisco, California
Eye Color: Light Brown
Hair Color: Dark Brown w/ highlights
Height: 5'8"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Handed
Your Heritage: Thai, Chinese, Hawaiian, and French
The Shoes You Wore Today: Blue Puffed Out Chucks
Your Weakness: Loneliness
Your Fears: Water, Steps, Ghost, and Serious Car Accidents
Your Perfect Pizza: Hawai'ian Pizza or Supreme
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: A New Car or New Apartmenet with a New Job
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol.
Thoughts First Waking Up: What am I gonna do today?
Your Best Physical Feature: Lips, Smile, and Eyes
Your Bedtime: Whenever
Your Most Missed Memory: When all my best friends were there and we were all chilling together like the old days..
Pepsi or Coke: Diet Pepsi =P
MacDonalds or Burger King: I like both.
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea w/ Peach or Rasberry
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: Yes. Occasionally.
Do you Swear: Yes.
Do you Sing: Yes.
Do you Shower Daily: Yes.
Have you Been in Love: Yes.
Do you want to go to College: Been there done that.. going back.
Do you want to get Married: Yes. Sometimes. lol
Do you belive in yourself: Yes. Who else is gonna believe in you?
Do you get Motion Sickness: Yes.
Do you think you are Attractive: I dunno, you tell me.
Are you a Health Freak: Yes.
Do you get along with your Parents: Nope.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes, when I'm inside.
Do you play an Instrument: Yes, Clarinet/Trumpet/Flute.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes.
In the past month have you Smoked: Yes.
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Yes.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Nope.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Nope.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Yes.
In the past month have you been on Stage: Nope.
In the past month have you been Dumped: Yes.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Nope.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Nope.
Ever been Drunk: Yes.
Ever been called a Tease: Yes.
Ever been Beaten up: Nope.
Ever Shoplifted: Yes.
How do you want to Die: In my bed of old age..
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Cheoregrapher, Singer, Photographer for Advertising/Fashion, Fashion Stylist
What country would you most like to Visit: Thailand. I'm the only person in my family who hasn't been there..
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Light Brown
Favourite Hair Color: Dark Brown or with Highlights
Short or Long Hair: Short
Height: 5'6" to 6'0"
Weight: 140 to 170
Best Clothing Style: Punkish, Thugish, Hip-Hopish, or Pretty Boy
Number of Drugs I have taken: 2
Number of CDs I own: I dunno thats a lot.. Do burnt cds count?
Number of Piercings: 9
Number of Tattoos: 3
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I don't regret anything in my past.. I just live and learn from my past mistakes.

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i'm far from lonely and it's all that i've got..

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 10:02:52 GMT

i've been thinking about him lately..
i called him, left him a message on the phone, left a comment..

"all that i've got"
the used

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
Off guard, red handed
Now I'm far from lonely
Asleep I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I..

I need something else
Would someone please just give me
Hit me, knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can laugh
All I want inside I still am empty
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I...

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I guess, I remember every glance you shot me
Un-harmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat
I squoze so hard
I stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me, I..

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got!

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got

just in my mind.. i want him to be the last person i talk to..
which he is..

i just wanna be with you.. no space apart.. just hold me in your arms.

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 07:02:42 GMT

i end up calling ralph before him going to the club
he tells me he wished i could go because that would make his birthday much better..
and when we do kick it he would make up for all the times we missed each other and the other situation that happened in castro last year..

happy 22nd birthday again ralphie
wish i coulda been there.. don't worry i'm there spirtually in your ♥ [hehe =D]

do you believe in fate?
because i do..

i've been loving you for such a long, long time..

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 09:12:56 GMT

ralph (12:17:00 AM): so is that why ur plannin to come back to the bay?
leejae (12:17:11 AM): cuz my roomate need to finish his contract for sf state housin
leejae (12:17:16 AM): b4 we can get our apt
leejae (12:17:29 AM): yeah just for u
leejae (12:17:33 AM): lol
ralph (12:17:49 AM): ohhh
ralph (12:17:50 AM): ok
leejae (12:17:57 AM): lol
leejae (12:18:03 AM): ew u dun love me no mo
leejae (12:18:05 AM): lol
ralph (12:18:43 AM): haha
ralph (12:18:55 AM): wel u kno im moving down south
leejae (12:19:11 AM): i know
ralph (12:19:13 AM): so even if u move i wont be able to see u until my visitn days
ralph (12:19:20 AM): i think some force is keepn us seperated
leejae (12:19:26 AM): i know..
leejae (12:19:33 AM): maybe its a sign
leejae (12:19:36 AM): like honestly..
ralph (12:20:14 AM): haha
ralph (12:20:16 AM): who knows
leejae (12:20:21 AM): lol whatever
leejae (12:20:24 AM): u always say that
ralph (12:20:26 AM): maybe later we were meant to be
leejae (12:20:32 AM): yeah maybe..
ralph (12:20:37 AM): o_0
ralph (12:20:41 AM): ha. we'll see
ralph (12:20:43 AM): =P
leejae (12:20:47 AM): lol dork
leejae (12:20:56 AM): but this detours
leejae (12:20:59 AM): really sucks
ralph (12:21:02 AM): in the mean time.. i have to figure out days when i'll be back up in the bay .. n the figure a way to hang out
ralph (12:21:03 AM): yes it does

♥i've always admired this guy and he has taught me a lot.. my attitude towards a lot of things changed cuz of this individual.. he made me see a different perspective and i can honestly say he is the one i want.. he taught me "get to know people as friends not as if they were gonna be your love because it never works out that way..".. and also he taught me "dont lose focus on wat really matteres most to u and dont sacrifice ur needs to ur wants".. there was times when i just felt like i should give up on him, but we still became close friends and still having that bond.. its funny when me and him went to the same college and never encountered each other.. we always made plans to kick it, but something always comes up between me and him.. even when he was in sokal.. something came up.. but maybe its a sign.. just the things we share are so in common and i feel like god/buddha has planned a course on how everything is between me and him.. but i do have faith in me and him.. one day.

ralph (12:27:21 AM): in the end i'd be done w/ school n have my own architecture firm.. n if me n u exist together.. maybe we'd be in a dope ass estate that i design
ralph (12:27:33 AM): haha.. but thats waaaaaay far away from dreamin.
ralph(12:46:34 AM): i miss u tho.. maybe our paths will cross soon
ralph (12:54:50 AM): maybe we'll dance together n callabo

happy 22nd birthday ralphie
hope all your wishes come true.. ::kiss::

getting along very well without you in my life.. [i don't need you in my life.]

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 18:25:19 GMT

..future plans
_moving into the new apartment in san francisco with joe and mac in june
_getting a new car soon.
_getting a job soon in san francisco
_starting my career in the summer in modeling
_i already have 2 photo shoots coming up

..currently
_colorado sucks here.
_updated my resume and called for jobs in san francisco
_finally kicked it with my cuzzos
_been meeting new people in denver and colorado springs
_i feel like ive been putting on a little weight lol..
_been working out too..
_i miss my bestest people.
_better off without him.

i can't keep something that i never had..

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 20:40:49 GMT

::sighs:: he got back with his ex..
"i can't keep something that i never had.."

i just wanna be with you.. no space apart.. just hold me in your arms.

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 08:45:45 GMT

dreaming of him.
--he's the first thing i think of when i wake up and the last thing i talk to when i fall asleep.

i feel complete.
i haven't felt this way in so long..

it's only you and i..

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 06:12:17 GMT

i haven't felt this way in so long.. i'm finally happy.

the real thing [slow mix]
gwen stefani

I've seen your face a thousand times
Have all your stories memorized
I've kissed your lips a million ways
But I still love to have you around

I've held you too many times to count
I think I know you inside out
And we're together most days
But I still love to have you around

You're the one I want and it's not just phase
You're the one I trust, our love is the real thing

Don't go away
My love (my love)
I want you to stay
In my life
Don't go away
My lover (my love)
I'm happiest when we spend time

You're a salty water ocean wave
You knock me down, you kiss my face
I know the storms will always come
But I still love to have you around

Heaven knows what will come next
So emotional, you're so complex
A rollercoaster built to crash
But I still love to have you around

You're the one I want and it's not just phase
You're the one I trust, our love is the real thing
Don't go away
My love (my love)
I want you to stay
In my life
Don't go away
My lover (my love)
I'm happiest when we spend time (it's only you and I)

It's you there when I close my eyes
And you in the morning
I never thought you'd still be mine
Or I'd really need to have you around

Don't go away
My love (my love)
I want you to stay
In my life
Don't go away
My lover (my love)
I need you, you're my love supply

Don't go away
My love (you're my love supply)
I want you to stay
In my life (every day, every night)
Don't go away
My love (you're my love supply)
I need you, you're my love supply

i never thought you'd still be mine.. or i'd really need to have you around..

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 19:30:10 GMT

and he did call.. he called twice..

he woke me up at 7:09am.. talked to him for a couple minutes..

and then i couldn't go back to sleep..
so i waited for his next call since he said he would call back

which he did..

we talked for the last 30minutes of his break..
and thats when i knew he wasn't just a phase.

since january 12th, 2005 till now..
"i need you now, your my love supply"

that's right baby.. i'm going crazy.

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 08:15:41 GMT

today, outta the blue i get a call.. and i was just doing just fine..

its from the last guy i talked to.. he stopped talking to me because of drama not with us, but people around us.. and we just stayed friends.. i haven't heard from him for a couple weeks until now.. and he just told me he missed me, and missed talking to me and that he loves talking to me.. i know this is a fact because he hates talking on the phone.. but with me its different.. and just being on the phone with him brought back memories, moments, and feelings.. just he knows how to make me smile.. i dunno whats it about him i guess because i can comprehend with him on a different level than most guys can..

and it's hard for me to admit, but..
i think i'm ~~in love~~ with him.. now i dunno what to do, to say, to feel..
but for now all i can do is wait for his call tomorrow.. he promised.

i was gone for a minute, now i'm back let me hit it

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 13:28:33 GMT

haha yup leejae is back and better than ever.. i haven't written in this in ages and as i was reading back.. i was like damn look how much i've grown and how much shit i went through.. i guess it's really good to keep a journal with you [even if its online]. well to update everything since i changed my layout, pictures, and information now onto the update on my life.. i moved out last year around august to san francisco for school at academy of art university and then came back to san diego for vacation.. and i decided to stay i guess because i missed my friends, family, and even my first love.. but as i stayed here i remembered.. why i left.. people here are shady.. and im just tired of people here and even my parents are tired of kali they are selling this house that i grew up since i was 9 years old and now im turning 20 in june.. and they are moving to colorado while im moving back to the bay or to la but most likely the bay.. lately i've isolated myself from my close friends as i notice everyone is changing around me and i do admit i've changed a lot on how i use to be when i was younger.. grown and more mature.. i don't deal with shit and when i do i cut it out of my life because i don't need negativity in my life.. i've learned enough to make my own decisions already.. i mean i don't give up easily on things when shit goes down.. when enough is enough, you just gotta let it go.. right? hmm with my love life.. i haven't had a real relationship since last year in april.. i've dated guys but either it wasn't official and we were just talking or it was official but it only last for a week to a week and a half.. so i don't really count it.. things just didn't work out and i'm use to being dumped and if i didn't like something that a person i wouldn't stop talking to them and try to be friends with them, but people do come in and out of my life.. thats why i only keep 2 close downe friends.. geo and jay.. they have seriosuly proven to me how much they really do care after all the shit we been through.. they are still there even though we don't talk as much as we use to, but i know they are still there.. well back to my love life haha i got side tracked.. i learned you shouldn't settle for anything less, but at the same time, you shouldn't have high expectations.. so thats what i go by and really get to know a person.. i learned this from a special friend in my life.. he has taught me things and i guess i live by what i've learned from him.. well as you can tell i look different now.. just older and skinnier.. but still the same leejae who was a youngster.. but more mature and more grown up.. and still learning and living each and every day.. even though like how many times i've almost lost my life.. never hold grudges because you never know what will happen.. plus it makes life easier on you and take advantage of the good things in life and rememeber compliments, forget all negative judgements.. and most of all.. you are in charge of your own happiness..

lets go back.. back to the beginning.

Tue, 20 Jan 2004 13:52:42 GMT

deng i bet you guys haven't missed me haha i'm playing... i haven't been on here for so long geez so i decided to update my layout out on here and write a new entry =) well lets see what's been new
¬ starting college on feb 2nd
¬ well the relationship with me and randy ~~ended~~ over a month
¬ my parents are ~~divorsing~~
¬ im moving out and i need a roomate
¬ i was up in the bay area last month around dec 9th stayed there for like 5 days [that was a nightmare]
¬ on the way to the airport leaving to the bay area got into a ~~car accident~~
¬ i need a j-o-b
¬ i been clubbin every week up in tj, mexico and la
¬ lol i have 3 valentines: audrey [lesbian gf], ean [my babe =)], and saiphon [partna in crime]
¬ ive been single for awhile now.. just been dating lately
¬ i wanna be an escort lol j/p
¬ mia and i are soooooo alike haha
i think it was more what was on my mind than what was going on haha

[:: sighs ::] i miss you randy..

Mon, 17 Nov 2003 11:36:36 GMT

ever since last night we talked and had a little argument and like in my past entry i wrote what was bugging me and he told me to call him at 11am and i woke up at that time and he never picked up his cell and the weird thing about his cell.. it never goes to the voice mail only when its off.. all day i been trying to call him and he never picked up.. i remember him telling me last night that he was going to help his homegirl pack because she is moving to boston and i guess he's spending time with her and stuff.. [:: sighs ::] i just miss him.. this is the first time i haven't talk to him all day.. i guess i can't even sleep because he always says good night to me before i go to bed.. and im just worried about him because i dunno what's going on.. i dunno.. i just feel so empty right now

can you picture us loving each other for life?

Sun, 16 Nov 2003 20:16:00 GMT

i woke up to a dream that my ex dren and my boyfriend on 3-way calling me and i dunno it just hurt me.. i know its weird... but also whats been bugging me is that ever since last night my babe told me that dren imed him and they were just talking and yeah i did get jealous and all i can do is trust him and keeps telling me he wouldn't leave me for someone else.. i guess i gotten that fear from always being dumpt so many times for someone better than me or i just got played.. and i guess if you that state in mind.. you're just trying to protect yourself and i even asked him would you even talk to dren on the phone and he said i dunno.. and i guess that worried me because he did tell me they just talk as homies.. but it does start somewhere and then they'll be talking on the phone and who knows whats after that you know..
like even my babe's ex called him telling him what dren told him when me and dren was dating and i got hella mad for that so i called that niggah and i told him off because it seemed like he was trying to break us up because he looked like he wanted my boyfriend back.. arugh well anyways niggah didn't even know what to say, but only "i'm sorry i swear people these days...

arugh.. man!!

Sun, 16 Nov 2003 20:02:17 GMT

arugh i just wrote a whole entry and my stupid ass press the back button on my fuckin mouse and it went back and now my fuckin entry is gone!!

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*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	[Leejae] Lehjai-Christopher LaFerriere
Birthday:	June 14th, 1985
Birthplace:	Honolu'u, Hawai'i
Current Location:	Buena Vista, Colorado soon San Francisco, California
Eye Color:	Light Brown
Hair Color:	Dark Brown w/ highlights
Height:	5'8"
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right Handed
Your Heritage:	Thai, Chinese, Hawaiian, and French
The Shoes You Wore Today:	Blue Puffed Out Chucks
Your Weakness:	Loneliness
Your Fears:	Water, Steps, Ghost, and Serious Car Accidents
Your Perfect Pizza:	Hawai'ian Pizza or Supreme
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	A New Car or New Apartmenet with a New Job
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	lol.
Thoughts First Waking Up:	What am I gonna do today?
Your Best Physical Feature:	Lips, Smile, and Eyes
Your Bedtime:	Whenever
Your Most Missed Memory:	When all my best friends were there and we were all chilling together like the old days..
Pepsi or Coke:	Diet Pepsi =P
MacDonalds or Burger King:	I like both.
Single or Group Dates:	Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Nestea w/ Peach or Rasberry
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Cappuccino
Do you Smoke:	Yes. Occasionally.
Do you Swear:	Yes.
Do you Sing:	Yes.
Do you Shower Daily:	Yes.
Have you Been in Love:	Yes.
Do you want to go to College:	Been there done that.. going back.
Do you want to get Married:	Yes. Sometimes. lol
Do you belive in yourself:	Yes. Who else is gonna believe in you?
Do you get Motion Sickness:	Yes.
Do you think you are Attractive:	I dunno, you tell me.
Are you a Health Freak:	Yes.
Do you get along with your Parents:	Nope.
Do you like Thunderstorms:	Yes, when I'm inside.
Do you play an Instrument:	Yes, Clarinet/Trumpet/Flute.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	Yes.
In the past month have you Smoked:	Yes.
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	Yes.
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	Nope.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	Yes.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	Nope.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	Yes.
In the past month have you been on Stage:	Nope.
In the past month have you been Dumped:	Yes.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	Nope.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	Nope.
Ever been Drunk:	Yes.
Ever been called a Tease:	Yes.
Ever been Beaten up:	Nope.
Ever Shoplifted:	Yes.
How do you want to Die:	In my bed of old age..
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	Cheoregrapher, Singer, Photographer for Advertising/Fashion, Fashion Stylist
What country would you most like to Visit:	Thailand. I'm the only person in my family who hasn't been there..
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	Light Brown
Favourite Hair Color:	Dark Brown or with Highlights
Short or Long Hair:	Short
Height:	5'6" to 6'0"
Weight:	140 to 170
Best Clothing Style:	Punkish, Thugish, Hip-Hopish, or Pretty Boy
Number of Drugs I have taken:	2
Number of CDs I own:	I dunno thats a lot.. Do burnt cds count?
Number of Piercings:	9
Number of Tattoos:	3
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	I don't regret anything in my past.. I just live and learn from my past mistakes.
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